Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Progress

So, it's been 3 weeks since surgery and I'm slowly progressing from the walker to the cane! Still a bit of work even walking with the cane. I think I'm so anxious to get walking normally. Recovery is so self-strengthing in so many ways. Body, Mind, & Spirit. As each day comes and goes, I think of all the things I want to do, that I couldn't do before, and things I wanted to do and didn't apply myself to do it. I find that as I get stronger, my confidence is also building up. So everyday I'm deciding on those things I plan and intend to do that will only make me stronger.

It's sometimes easy to be embarrassed by the fact of being so young and having such a medical history as I do, but then again, it's accepting that this is the life God gave me. Who am I to argue it? I'm just grateful that I am breathing and that I can function on my own. I am proud that I am a miracle of God's grace. That is the humble fortitude that carries me thru pain of healing. Positive thinking can take you so far. Maintaining positive actions, people, thoughts and prayers are also what contributes to willing myself to get up every morning and out of bed.

Some days are harder than others, but I can reassure myself that pushing forward will lead me to where I want to be. That healthy, happy, strong woman who doesn't let anything keep her down!

2 comments:

  1. Hey Jennifer,

    I knew you had some sort of surgery, but I had no idea what it was. I'm glad you sent me a request for the Lupus Day Event because I wouldn't have known about this wonderful blog. I'm sorry to hear that you have Lupus. I am happy that you are doing well and staying strong, just how I remembered you. My boyfriend's mom also has Lupus. I also didn't know Liza's daughter had Autism. I've been working with children and adults who live with developmental disabilities for years. What a connection we have! Not to mention that we also went to middle and high school together!

    I am sending out positive thought into the universe for you guys. :)

    I have a little blog as well, just some random stuff. Feel free to follow as well! reflectionsofdavid.wordpress.com

    Keep on keepin' on!

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  2. Thanks so much David! That means so much to me!!! Liza will eventually start putting up her story & insights, she in the mist of taking care of business, and I simply have tons more time on recovery! =)
    Anyhow thank you for ur positive thoughts and words! I'll be sure to share this with Liza! Show ur boyfriend's mom the site too! More insight and more activity will only be more light to this illness!!! I'll def check out ur blog!!!
    Love ya!
    Jen

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